It's almost the end of 2006.  I am getting older, I wish I can marry before 30.  However, my bf is working far away.  Actually, we are meeting several times only, we usually call each other  at the normal time.  Since I still need to finish my master, so that I can't move to his area, and he is not willing to move to my area due to no suitable positions.  He didn't want me to tell my parents for his things, but my parents keep pushing me to know more friends outside for the marriage.  I was bothering by my thesis, work, emotional problems, and my parents' pressures.  I know it's not fair  to make any quick decisions for him and me, but I feel that he got scares by me.  Or he is not being sweet to me any more.  I think he was not those active person at relationship.  He will getting more and more drop calls from me, and being not patient on the phone, even more, he didn't call me unless I call him first.  I started to realize that he's a kinda selfish.  I mean I am normal, but I am not too bad to match him.  Why he always think I should be the one following him.  I know I am mad at that sometimes, but I really want to keep this relationship.  What can I do with this?  

(sorry girls, I don't know how to type chinese on my mac yet.  but you can type chinese to leave feedback, I can read it.  ThanX!)